I teared in despair silently the whole time. The desolation i felt was torturous. The tears kept falling till the sun had risen and the day had breaks. And indistinctly, i cried myself to sleep. A few hours passed so slowly that i even felt the rotation of the earth. I woke up with a burning temperature on my body. Though weak and liveless, i put on a strong will and shamble my way to the interview at Bugis. I don't even know why the hell i persisted myself whereas i know i was very much incapable of doing so. Maybe i remembered the promise i made to him.
The interview was precise. I didn't explain much about my designs. Too lethargic to do so. I presumed that it wasn't all worthwhile. Thus i won't anticipate for a reply. After which, i went to ECP. Just to have a sit by the beach and to feel the serenity of the surrounding. I've always love to unwind myself by submitting to the waves and the atmosphere.
I then burnt lil memories of the boyfriend, simply to let him go, willingly. I wasn't hurt or anything negotary. I was just remorseful. I miss him so much that it hurts me more than a shot of bullet in my stomach. I then sighed my way back home.
The temperature of my body was either rising or falling so fast, the whole time. I was weaken by the fact that it robbed me off my energy. I dragged myself home with that big portfolio file of mine. It's a swell not being tall now.
Alright, the whole day was a shag. My mind keeps swaying off and my eyes keep staring onto nowhere. I refuse myself from doing anything. I'd rather be like a vegetable on coma. But the only thing i allow myself to do, is to let the tears fall whenever it feels like it. Well, enough said now. I need to reserve myself till the next time.
I miss you boyfriend.
The girl behind this writes, Shalyn
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