

The boyfriend called me at around noon to say his last goodbye before boarding the plane. And i couldn't stop crying like a lil baby ever since. Sigh.. I guess i'm just being spoilt. Spoilt by his love.
Got to rest for a lil bit when i received a message from him saying that they had reached Vietnam safe and sound. Well, he said he'll try to call. Thus the anticipation. And sadly, my life drags on just like that till i-don't-know-when.. Nothing will pacify me except for a news from him.
I ain't exactly sure when the boyfriend is scheduled to fly back home. So i guess from now till the day he touched-down here, i will be spending my days all alone, bored and broke! No boyfriend. No money. No talk. That's pretty much my life for the next few days or so. Unless there are afew good friends who don't mind the belanjas.
I just hope the days would pass by quickly. I want this weekend to come. I don't care about other days anymore. I don't care about the night-out to party also. All I really, really want is the boyfriend back here with me. IWANTTHEBOYFRIENDBACK.
No wait, there's one more thing that i want. I want to thank Rizmanic for the wonderful weekend at the Biennale. I was honoured to at least be the shadow to see the wonderful art displays and showcases. And not forgetting the hospitality at Siglap too. It's soo much appreciated. Plus, today, you made me feel better even though it was sucha brief chat. I'm all grateful.
Suddenly today, i want to update myself with Siti Nurhaliza's wedding. I've not been able to read up nor got to know anything more since i learned about the official announcement of her wedding. But i do know that there're numerous number of her fans objecting and whatsoever. Objection overruled! Oh come on folks, stop being so riled with her and her much talked about wedding. Learn to let go. Learn to accept. She has many qualities in her that we obviously do not and will never possess no matter how hard we try. See, she is famous, we well.. We eat the Famous Amos cookies. That's the closest we can get to feeling famous, i suppose. And she has the money, we pretend to have the money. She does not swank, we do big time. Therefore, the existence of blogs. She sings like an angel, we croak like toads. She looks good after makeup. Some of us, well, we still look hopeless with makeup.
And the biggest difference between her and common us? She is what every OLD man dreams of while we are what every YOUNG man dreams of.
We win hands down, lor. Thumbs up to commoners like us! ;))
So why react too much? Give it a pass. Though i'll be spending some of my quality free time now updating myself with the wedding, that doesn't mean nothing. Heh. I'm just letting time pass. Quickly quickly quickly!
Oh boyfriend, setengah mati awak buat saya kat sini. I guess i just have to remain compose or you won't like it either, right? Haiz.. Another facade.

The girl behind this writes, Shalyn



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