Monday, December 11
".. all i ever wanted is for you to be most sincere towards the love you've promised me. I don't blame you. You are entitled to your own thinking and beliefs. I don't ever wish for you to force true love on me..
My dear, you have the right to choose the perfect one for yourself, though i've sincerely made up my heart to have only you. Because it just won't work on just one side..
I truly am scared that you will leave and say goodbye. I won't even dare to imagine that part of the story. But believe me, i can't help but to be skeptical. The longer the duration of the relationship is, doesn't mean you can stop convincing and proving the worth of your love. Till the end of time, every words of praisal and love will always means a thosand security. It will never lose its value..
I pray for the enlightenment that i need. And for you too. I suppose, we are both confused and still looking for the answers that we need. I wish.. I wish there's more than just you&me. I wish, we're a family. A secured, happy family.."
..you don't have to say you love me just because i have.. You don't have to stay forever, i will understand.. Believe me.
"..you know it's true love when you can lay next to each other without any other souls crossing our mind."

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