
"..i don't trust you. i never show my love to you. i've been unfair towards your freedom. i never understand you enough. i caged your passion and interest. etc.. in short, i'm never good enough for you!"
How i wish i could have other alternative. I can't voice out nor can i be myself around you. Yes. That's how drastic the change has taken in. Oh i guess you can say whatever you want to say about me. Judge me for all i care. I've quit crying over such aimless accusation. That was the LAST you've heard. The next time, i'll be glad to bring out the bitch in me. Damn. Love game, I HATE IT.
Everytime i come to you for a listening ear or a friendly talk, you NEVER fail to bring down my self-esteem. Condemn me in my every way. Advices you say? More like disheartening me for everything. And everytime i'm trying to proof a fact or a point, YOU WILL NEVER BELIEVE ME. What others say is always what you'd rather believe. Well, you claimed you're not happy? Hell i donno what else i can do to give you all the happiness in the world! I give you soo much yet to you i don't. I changed for the sake of us but to you i will NEVER ever change. That's why i make it a point that change is biase. No use changing and cleansing when you don't even care to acknowledge it.
Looking back at our 11th. It wasn't a smooth one. Oh well, so was the 10th, 9th, etc.. And yes i remembered the note i passed to you. Hope you still do.
...by our 1st year and things are not settled, i'll definitely pack my back and leave. You have a month to arrange a good time for us to sit, spill and settle the lil disputes we've been keeping in vengeance. Find true happiness yet once again.
FUCK.
Time is running out.

The girl behind this writes, Shalyn



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